well I'm back. I guess I have been avoiding deviantart for a while. I decided I'd come back. I have a whole shit-ton of deviations and journals and stuff to sort through so I suppose I'll be looking at a bunch of lovely artings for a long while...
I thought I would be doing a lot of drawing this summer, but unfortunately all I succeeded in doing was reminding myself how much I hate my work. I can't seem to make any of my stuff passable anymore... I say that at the risk of sounding like I have absolutely no self esteem, I know, but my work has its share of flaws.
I want to start working on something amazing but I'm not really sure I can do that. So I suppose I'll wing it and see what happens.
On a different note: school starts soon and I have been informed that I am going to kill myself with the workload I have. As much as I hope that isn't true, I expect I will be dying inside every day if my classes are as bad as everyone says... but I hope to make time for some sort of art... and sleep.
I don't know why I am overachieving so much. Usually when people take on any job or work they have a goal in mind, and I don't. Not really anyways, just make it through school. I don't have anything to prove to anyone. I don't know why I needed to take all these AP classes, I know I am just going to get stressed and go crazy. Maybe part of me wants to see where my breaking point is.
I don't get me sometimes.